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Thursday, May 27, 2010

11:40PM - My fail is totally epic, my goose is totally loose

Full moon = no sleep. One of the worst days in recent memory, both personally and at work. At least I was blessed by the 'catholic' guy at the gas station who said his job was to protect me as I am an 'angel'. If I ever have a problem I should 'look to Valero'. Fuck the bat symbol, I have a gas station light!

Current mood: cranky

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

10:36AM - Free of Me

Free Of Me :
Something's wrong from the hill top
I know you can see
I look strong all together
Though inside I am weak

Still I bleed
Still I wait to heal
A wound from my crime
What I need are more bandages
They've torn over time

You're shelter from the rain
Turn 'round, walk away
Go now, don't look back
My life's come off it's tracks
And you should be free of me

I can be who you wanted
Somewhere down the road
When I'm whole
When the rains are done
When I've reaped all I've sewn

But here and now
On my hands and knees
I crow through the mire
And your bed is so soft and warm
I'm weary and tired

You're shelter from the rain
Turn 'round, walk away
Go now, don't look back
My life's come off it's tracks
And you should be free of me

Leave me alone
I'll find another home
I'm on my knees
Crying out please

Go now, don't look back
My life's come off it's tracks
And you should be free of me

Free of me
Free of me
Free of me

Current mood: morose

10:05AM - Been a long time

Apparently I haven't updated since 2008. A lot has changed, a lot has stayed the same. Didn't get married or engaged (whole other bit of drama). I've been hanging out with some fun people, and am really enjoying living in the Heights. Squee is still an unholy bitch, and I have the scars to prove it. Enough for now, must work.....

Current mood: cranky

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

5:33AM - antimatter

Sean is recovering from his misdiagnosed salmonella and I studying for cpa exam. This past saturday we played pool with friends jill and andy.had fun in one of our first outings since sean got sick in may and misdiagnosed/uninformed until july. Found out today that andy, jills husband, committed suicide on monday night. This will probably be last post I will make. Abitaturbocat@gmail.com if u need me. Regards, christy

Current mood: sad

Sunday, May 18, 2008

6:10PM - Sean, the update

CT scan showed no enlargement of the appendix along with no kidney or gallbladder stones.  Some lymph node issues in the gastro track, but Sean has had 'inflamed node' problems in the past.  Waiting for an appointment with a gastroenterologist to find out what is next. 

Three extreme scares with three semi-positive outcomes.  (Knock on wood)  I'll take scares over tragedies any day.

Current mood: indescribable

Thursday, May 15, 2008

9:35PM - I know you are supposed to get only what you can handle

Sean has to have two CT scans (abdominal and pelvic).  The doctor wanted it to happen today but, well, there were problems.  So tomorrow we will see what happens.  Hoping for an ulcer.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

8:43PM - What else can go wrong?

Went to dermatologist to have 'suspicious' mark that appeared around mom's hospital stay checked out.  Regular questions resulted in 'that doesn't look right/normal'.  So 'YEAH'.  Waiting to see what kind of skin cancer I have.  This would seem like a complete overreaction, but I have spent 10 years getting 'pre-cancerous' cells torched and tumors removed from both ear and neck.  Wooo.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

10:04PM

Flashback:

I made a 'five year' friend by simply posting 'Massive Attack : Teardrop' in a little box marked 'music'.  Being me, said friend and i speak no more... I just smile at the random act of friendship.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

12:00AM

Dad got sick.  Well, he went into insulin shock.  Back and posting because i'm stressed. 

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

7:42PM

Mom is out of the hospital and resting.   In light of events, I think I need a new focus.  

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

11:52AM - May he turn their feet so that we might know them by their limping

I guess I shouldn't be surprised.  Thought things would eventually blow over.  I just wish I were as tough as I pretend to be. 

Found a house, moving in two weeks or so. 

Current mood: sad

Thursday, January 31, 2008

11:46PM - Um ah what?

So I am not the most prolific poster.  In fact, I admit I only keep this thing to keep up with a select few.  Same with mybook/facespace and the like.  Somehow this makes a non-response to a certain event all the more entertaining. When coupled said non-response with a deleted comment (wtf), these actions by a 'friend'  are hi-fucking-larious.  So... It's only until you spread your wings... that you realize how far you can walk.

Dysfunction
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The only consistent feature in all of your dissatisfying relationships is you.

Current mood: cold

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

9:16PM - Birthday coming up

This Saturday I will be at the St. Arnold's Brew Tour (to be followed by something....) for my Birfday.  If you are in the area, feel free to drop by!

Thursday, January 24, 2008

8:31PM - Love

Nothings gonna change my world....

I have to say that of all the fond memories I have of Vegas, the Beatles LOVE is the sweetest.  If you ever get a chance to see it, don't hesitate.  Beatles fan or not, the show is amazing and moving. 

That is all... Randomness is my thing.

Friday, January 18, 2008

9:33PM - Meeeemmmmmoooorrrrriiiieeeesssss

"They say that for every ten years that you are a junkie, you will have spent seven of them waiting.  On the one hand it was nice having all that time to think.  On the other, anxiety was a full time job."


Somehow, even after 'recovery', anxiety never becomes less than a part time job.


I'm done with accounting courses and am preparing for the CPA exam.  I was given an extremely substantial raise today.  I should be thrilled.  Should....

Current mood: cynical

Monday, December 17, 2007

1:15PM - VEGAS

In less than 24 hours I will be on a flight to Vegas.  I'll let you know if I accidentally get married (or get Sean drunk enough to accidentally get married!).  

Current mood: Immpatient

Saturday, December 15, 2007

10:55PM - Parents and Stress

I am back, first of all... Not that anyone would notice because I never post.  (Very Eeyore like statement, 'nobody notices me...')  Honestly, this post is to apologize/explain to anyone who has tried to call and/or contact me in the past two weeks.  Some of you know Sean and I have been caring for my dad's house/horses/dogs/etc...... (as explanation for dad: read: highly overprotective, scary, intimidating, doesn't like daughter living in 'sin' with boyfriend cowboy....) Dad came home for the first time in a year last Monday.  Without mom (see: needed for calming down said overprotective, scary, intimidating, cowboy).  Mom came home this Saturday.  Needless to say, with finals at school and preparing for dad... there has been a flurry of cleaning/hiding/moving contraband/finishing courses for the past few weeks.  I leave for Vegas Tuesday and am packing now for that (much needed) break from this house.

 So... I'm sorry if I either ignored or missed or whatever your calls.  I should be somewhat back to normal after January 4th (with the exception of preparing for the CPA exam)... so... contact me after then.  If you try to call before January 4th, and a very country voice answers my phone, well, dad only has a UK phone for the moment and currently borrows mine.  You have been warned.


See you soon, C

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

6:16PM

Who is he?
S to the E to the A to the N

How long have you been together?
5 years at Thanksgiving

Dating/Engaged/Married?
Ummm, according to insurance, Married...   but living in sin

How old is your man?
25

What's his middle name?
Garrett

You or him:
Who eats more?
Umm I guess I do, because he generally eats one meal a day

Who said "I love you" first?
Me

Who weighs more?
Him

Who sings better?
Probably him, but I'm not really sure.

Who's older?
Me

Who's smarter?
Well, I'm the 'book smart' one... he is definitely the 'tech smart'

Whose temper is worse?
Me... well, no.... him?

Who does the laundry?
Usually me

Who does the dishes?
Usually me, but only because he does 99.9% of the other physical labor

Who sleeps on the right side of the bed?
him(if you are facing the bed)


Whose feet are bigger?
His

Whose hair is longer?
Mine

Who's better with the computer?
Oh, jeez, Sean by a longshot

Who mows the lawn?
Sean, with the exception of last Saturday (I mowed, he weedwhacked... that's fuckin teamwork)

Who pays the bills?
We splits em pretty equally

Who cooks dinner?
Me

Who drives when you are together?
I begin the night driving, but rarely end up at the wheel for safety reasons

Who pays when you go out to dinner?
Um, me usually... because I'm the one to usually suggest it

Who's the most stubborn?
We are equally stubborn

Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
Me

Whose parents do you see more?
Well, we live at parents house because they are in Scotland... so, his

Who named your dog?
I have a dog... Spliff. 

Who kisses who first?
Uh, probably him.

Who asked who out?
Well...  he asked if I wanted to play strip paper rock scissors first.

Who's more sensitive?
Me

Who's taller?
Him

Who has more friends?
Probably him

Who has more siblings?
I have one full sibling, he has a half sibling.... so equal

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

8:05PM

"On the road to addiction, we can have a pretty good time."

Sunday, October 7, 2007

7:53PM - Sean Rocks!

Last night at the Aeros game, Sean won $500 in the 'puck chuck'.  From our corner, slightly upper seats he threw a foam rubber hockey puck and landed it in a hockey helmet Center Ice.  Yeah, my boyfriend has mad skills.  

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